My Sweetest Downfall

Wait a minute, can I talk to you for a second

Slow down, there is no need to fight

No need to scream I could hear you loud & clear

I don’t want another fight

Another eventful night

Are you listening thru the angry words you say?

So you really want it to be this way?

Slow down, I’m not going anywhere

Staying right here

I will be here

Calm down cry as much as you want

Hit me with all you’ve got

I am not angry

I can never stand being angry

Not with you, no not with you

I will wait until you’re through

Throw punches in the air

Please blame me for everything

Cry as much as you want

I will catch them all

I will patiently wait

Even if you don’t want to talk

I will be right here

Always right here

I will never leave you.

Annie's Lament

It has been a while since we’ve talked

I haven’t seen your pretty face for a while now

But I am not sad

In fact it was my decision not to talk to you

Because I don’t want to

I thought we are something special

But I guess I thought wrong

I didn’t ask for anything

So why are you giving me so much pain?

Never, ever asked for this

I thought you’re somebody I could trust

I was trusting you

Willingly, opening up to you

Setting aside the things that I fear

Only for you, just for you

Every thing seemed fine at first

I almost fell for it

I was happy then being a part of you

My saving grace

But why did you slam the door on my face?

Unwanted

album: Let Go (2002),
My World (DVD + CD) (2003)


All that I did was walk over, start off by shaking your hand
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight

Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know ya
I wanted to show you

[chorus:]
You don't know me, don't ignore me
You don't want me there, you just shut me out
You don't know me, don't ignore me
If you had your way, you'd just shut me up
Make me go away...

(I'm so unwanted)

No, I just don't understand why you won't talk to me
It hurts
That I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me

I wanted to know ya
I wanted to show you

[chorus:]
You don't know me, don't ignore me
You don't want me there, you just shut me out
You don't know me, don't ignore me
If you had your way, you'd just shut me up
Make me go away...
Make me go away!

I tried to belong it didn't seem wrong
My head aches
It's been so long I'll write this song
If that's what it takes
Yeah, yeah, yeah...

[chorus:] [2x]
You don't know me, don't ignore me
You don't want me there, you just shut me out
You don't know me, don't ignore me
If you had your way, you'd just shut me up
Make me go away...

Make me go away, yeah, yeah...
Make me go away

Together Forever

Together, forever
that was our promise to each other
Do you still remember?
Now it seems you don't care
about the dreams we built together

Together forever
best friends forever and ever
But you wouldn't even bother
about the pain that I suffer

Always thought we'd be better
better as we grow older
Thought time would make us stronger
standing through every stormy weather

Watching us falter
growing farther apart from each other
the gap is getting wider
issues getting bigger
faith starting to waver
love turning to anger
cold gets even colder

Where do we go from here I wonder
can't even cry upon your shoulder
the ones you used to offer
A love I thought I'd have forever
when we promised each other...
TOGETHER FOREVER.

22

I don't know what to do
confused and alone again
is there something new?
Why can't I belong
not even between right or wrong?
Why am I here?
I know I'm not always wrong
but it seems that I could never do things right
What am I living for?
I see people dying everyday
at times like these how I envy them
Wishing that it was me instead
I don't give a damn of how many will grieve over me
coz I'm pretty sure there's none
they'd even be glad that I'm gone
I'm perplexed by the way things work
I'm neither even careful nor cautious
In fact I am careless
Why is accident trying to avoid me?
while I invite it openly
If I'm not such a chicken shit
I would have drawn that knife
straight through my heart
thrusting it deep until I bleed to death
and never would have reached twenty-two.

Monologue Act 2

I'm sick & tired
of hiding my face to the world
but what's it to you?
If I reveal my heart & soul
would it do me any good
if I admit my faults and fears?
Am I trapped here forever
or will I ever make it out?
I'm so scared of death
to put down the mask I hold
reveal the secrets I owned
Would you be surprised if I speak?
show the darkness in me
Wondering what you would think of me
if I show you everything
I'm not who you thought I'd be.

Let Go

You finally broke your silence
after ignoring me for 28 days
Now you're asking me about my plans
like the decision lies in my hands

You asked if you could come here
I asked, "thought you've already disappeared?"
Well, I wanted to but didn't though
guess my courage is just a show

My mind says, 'no'
my heart says, 'I don't know'
One thing's for sure
I'm sick & tired of you
you've been lying to my face
I guess this isn't the time & place
for our love to grow
Why don't you just let go?

I wonder what kinda show
you're going to play with me tomorrow
I don't want your gift of sorrow
this is as far as I can go

I don't want you back
I want you to go
Deep down inside this I know
but why can't I just let go?

Slept So Long

Walking, waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping, and hating
Things that I can't bare

Did you think it's cool to walk right up
To take my life and fuck it up
Well did you
Well did you

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

Walking, waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping, and hating
Things that I can't bare

Did you think its cool to walk right up
To take my life and fuck it up
Well did you
I hate you

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

I've slept so long without you
It's tearing me apart, too
How to get this far
Playing games with this old heart

I've killed a million petty souls
But I couldn't kill you
I've slept so long without you

I see Hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

I see Hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside