How can it be that the one who’s making me smile
The one who’s been giving me all these happy thoughts
The one I decided to love
Is the one who’s been giving me so much pain?
How can you be the source of my happiness and still
Can cause so much rain
I don’t know if I could still stand loving you
I don’t know if it’s even right to be with you
How can you sleep at night knowing that I’m hurting?
Dying with this pain, I’m dying with so much pain
I don’t know if I could still go on loving you
I don’t know if I could still make it through
Everyday I find myself faking a smile for you
Nothing is okay between us but you are just too blind
To even notice that I am dying with this pain
So much grief and suffering I’m sick of walking in the rain
But it’s amazing what love can do to you
It almost had the same effect as you do
Although right now I am very disappointed in you
I’m sure I could never leave you
Maybe that is why you keep on hurting me
Knowing that you will always have me
Well maybe that is the case for now
Maybe loving you is all I could do for now
But someday soon I could set myself free from you
Soon I’ll break free from these shackles forged just for me
By you and your selfish ways I will soon be free from unhappiness
From all the grief and pain you’ve caused me.
